Hey
I sometimes wonder if anyone even reads this blog, but then I thought what the hell, who cares??!! I'll still blog if I want to. So here I am.
This is one of those days, rather one of those months where I wonder do I even have any friends left! I mean I rarely talk to any of my school friends and when they do make plans to meet up, I just cancel or postpone. I dont know why I do it but I just do. Maybe I think on some level I've outgrown them, but I know for a fact that there is nothing I would like more than just spending one day with all the people who were as important as my family to me at one point in time.
I don't think Ive ever felt so alone till today. And let me tell you it is NOT a good feeling. My best friend stopped talking to me when she moved to India for university solely because we weren't in the same country anymore and that hurt. A LOT. I've never actually been able to get over it and I don't think I will.
Anyhow none of that matters anymore, I'm beyond the point of caring and I don't want to anymore. This blog is the only way I have of venting all the bottled up frustration within me and somehow even this didn't make me feel better.
Until next time,
xoxo
Nupur
I sometimes wonder if anyone even reads this blog, but then I thought what the hell, who cares??!! I'll still blog if I want to. So here I am.
This is one of those days, rather one of those months where I wonder do I even have any friends left! I mean I rarely talk to any of my school friends and when they do make plans to meet up, I just cancel or postpone. I dont know why I do it but I just do. Maybe I think on some level I've outgrown them, but I know for a fact that there is nothing I would like more than just spending one day with all the people who were as important as my family to me at one point in time.
I don't think Ive ever felt so alone till today. And let me tell you it is NOT a good feeling. My best friend stopped talking to me when she moved to India for university solely because we weren't in the same country anymore and that hurt. A LOT. I've never actually been able to get over it and I don't think I will.
Anyhow none of that matters anymore, I'm beyond the point of caring and I don't want to anymore. This blog is the only way I have of venting all the bottled up frustration within me and somehow even this didn't make me feel better.
Until next time,
xoxo
Nupur
